I need a break from all this.
All of this. I’m so stressed.
I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you.
I miss summer, so much.
I find the map and draw a straight line
Over rivers, farms, and state lines
The distance from ‘A’ to where you’d be
It’s only finger-lengths that I see
I touch the place where I’d find your face
My finger in creases of distant dark places
I hang my coat up in the first bar
There is no peace that I’ve found so far
The laughter penetrates my silence
As drunken men find flaws in science
Their words mostly noises
Ghosts with just voices
Your words in my memory
Are like music to me
I’m miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
I, I pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms
After I have travelled so far
We’d set the fire to the third bar
We’d share each other like an island
Until exhausted, close our eyelids
And dreaming, pick up from
The last place we left off
Your soft skin is weeping
A joy you can’t keep in
I’m miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
And I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
I’m miles from where you are,
I lay down on the cold ground
and I, I pray that something picks me up
and sets me down in your warm arms
I'd rather spend my days and nights with you.
do you know how hard it is being away from someone you love?
i hate you people who take advantage and abuse your boyfriend or girlfriend, who ignore them. you don’t hold their hand when you can. you don’t tell them you love them when they’re standing in front of you. i hate when you blow her off for your friends, or when you ditch him for another boy because he looks better. or when you don’t take the time to just be with them. you fucking sicken me. i would kill to be you.
I love talking christmas presents
weeebling (10:18:45 PM): she seems to have everything she wants
weeebling (10:18:50 PM): i never hear her saying like
weeebling (10:18:52 PM): ahhh i want that
weeebling (10:18:54 PM): unless its like
weeebling (10:18:56 PM): a sweet tea
I look so good without you.
James!<3
Fucking cool mom.
Way to be an hour late to pick me up. I’m alone at the twins, James is almost at my house, and Chris is coming in an hour. I still need to clean and shower. Sweet.
No new Gossip Girl episodes till March;
My life is over untill then.
Update on my life since Thursday night;
-Slept for 3 hours, woke up at 330 to go to this morning peprally at my school cause news was filming. Left in Drews car early cause it was stupid and went to McDonalds at 630.
-Went back to school, ran out right after first period bell rang with Alyssa and Meredith, went to dunkin donuts. Got picked up, went to Danbury, then to the twins house and chillllled.
-Went to Dans cozy house with Meredith at night time, came back to the twins around 1230, didn’t go to to bed tilllll 130ish.
-Stayed up for almostttt 24 houra, I’m still so tired and in need of sleep.
Rapping The Real Slim Shady to Ally on our way to Newtown,
